is really not my thing haha
i don’t know what to right haha
i don’t know if it’s only me but i’ve done many evil (haha) things in my life, marami na, pero lahat naman pinagsisihan ko at isa pa, i think they’re not as bad as those of others, yung mga common lang na mga kasalanan, but then ang kasalanan ay kasalanan, mabigat man o magaan,
pero dahil tao lang ako, i am not perfect, minsan paulit-ulit na lang ako nagkakamali (nagkakasala), kahit alam na mali, ginagawa, bakit kaya? ewan ko din, yan din ang gusto kong baguhin sa sarili ko, i really want to change, change for the better ika nga nila,
i remember the song In Satan’s Word, sabi dun “..sins feel good..” totoo nga ba?
now that i think about it, SIN is bad, masama naman talaga yan diba? if you believe in God, He is never pleased with sins, in fact ito ang bagay na pinaka-ayaw niya, so bakit it feels good? bakit ginagawa pa rin natin kahit alam nating mali? how ironic right?
i believe there are reasons about it, at para sa akin eto ang mga yun:
a. we don’t believe in God — people who believes in nothing at all. sa tingin ko naman self-explanatory. even though they don’t believe in Him, it doesn’t mean na mga makasalanan sila, (everybody sins), para sa akin lang, iba yung guilt na nafefeel ng isang tao naniniwala kay God, it’s because they know deep in their hearts that sin is wrong,
b. we believe in God BUT not completely — it means that yes we acknowledge the presence of God pero we are not really seeking Him, we don’t try to learn His ways, that’s why we can still easily be tempted by sins, and there’s that guilt but it will fade away and we sin again and again,
c. we believe in God BUT we are not giving up everything — this actually consists of two main points: FIRST, naniniwala na tayo, tapos tinanggap na natin Siya, then we are learning to be like Him, BUT we did not gave everything to HIM, maybe there’s something we still holding on to, isang bagay na pumipigil sa atin para tuluyan ng magbago, that thing may become the entry point of the enemy, there’s a part of us that don’t wanna let go of that thing. SECOND, you are not keeping yourself guarded, it means that you are forgetting the things you must do in order to be protected always, (prayer,devotionals,sunday services,etc) so your shield against temptations weakens everytime you miss one of these things.
there may be many reasons why we sin again and again. marahil hindi tama ang mga pinagsasabi ko but it is how and what i feel about this issue,
the Bible said we should not confirm to the pattern of this world, the sins are the strongholds of this world, kaya kailangan talaga nating iwasan ang mga bagay na to, at sabi din sa Bible, the Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. i believe hindi talaga natin kayang alisin ang kasalanan sa mundong ito, at sa lahat na oras ay sinusubukan tayo nito. pero as long as we can fight it, we must fight it. God will not give us temptations that we can’t handle. at kapag nagkasala tayo, there’s no other right thing to do but admit it right? and there’s always room for a change, as long as we still have that passion in our hearts for the Lord there’s no reason for us not to repent, and change for the better,
at ang pinaka-amazing sa lahat, God is always good. He is forever giving, He keeps no record of our wrongs, He loves us so much, and as long as we keep coming back to Him, He will always be there to wait for us,
one more thing, our pastor once said that God already paid our sins through the cross — that means He already paid/forgave the sins of our past, of our present, and of our future! isn’t that great. death is beaten. we already have the victory.
like i said, there are many reasons why we sin, but we must always remember to repent and to change.
enjoy life and serve the Lord!
dunno what to write, so, yeah, this is just one of my blogs, and this one is kinda private, yet, since nobody’s lost their way in here,
i figured i’ll just post anything that has been happening and yet to happen in my life,
basically, it is my online journal, like i said, i’ll just post anything i wanna post, whether they’re matters of national security or just some of my life’s many perks and humdrums,
well, most of the time, i think i’ll post about my life/adventures as a Christian and anything related to it , so i’ll be posting some of my devotionals that might be of any interest to you, about our church, and many else.
and since i’m a college student, most of my time will be spent in the school, so most of the things too will happen there, so i think i’ll post school stuff more often as well,
and i’ll post many other things that interest me, so that includes music, books, movies etc. i love to write too, so i might post some of my works here,
then, i might write the things that bothers me, my problems, things that irritates me, and many else.
actually, i just wanna be the person God wants me to be,
and i just wanna live my life with no worries and guilt knowing that the peace of God is in me.
and i just wanna try to write anything about my life.
and have some fun :)